Skipped school on tuesday with Rouping as she didn't want to go school last minute, wasn't being a good girl on that day :\ Had McDonald's for breakfast at Lot 1 and talk cock sing song as usual, decided to head to town after that to kill time and boredom. And we found out something which is.. The shops at Far East start their business at a very late time, not even half of the shops were opened at as late as 12 in the afternoon. Went back to Lot 1 at around 1300 and had the $2 Nasi Lemak for our lunch. Happened to chance upon Zhizang after that, accompanied her for a short while while waiting for Pamela and Rachel to meet us after their dismissal. The both of them reached an hour later (like finally) and we then accompanied Pamela to have her lunch, talk cock sing song as usual. Home sweet home then as all of us had completely no idea on where to go.

Nothing much happened on wednesday, just went to Lot 1 and Yew Tee with Rouping after dismissal at 1330. Rouping and I ONLY, forgotten why didn't the other two go with us O: Home sweet home then. Wasn't being a good girl once again yesterday as I skipped school again with Rouping, it was my turn who didn't feel like attending school at the very last minute. But I told myself that yesterday will be the last time I'm doing so, and I strongly have faith in myself that I can keep my words for it. Stupid Rouping made me waited for three whole hours at McDonald's alone, how pathetic. Had KFC for breakfast and talk cock sing song as usual, went to Teck Whye to find smarty and co after that as we had nowhere to go. Slacked, accompanied smarty to see doctor, and went back to Lot 1 to have my lunch. Home sweet home then.

Today is a happy yet bad day for me. The happy thing is that, I'm the top normal academic student for English and Chinese! Its really great to see my name appearing first at the distinction board for the very first time :D But of course I must not be too excited about it as I'd failed the rest of my subjects, I'll work harder for sure to achieve better results. As for what that had ruined my day, is regarding to the two annoying principals in this annoying school. They claimed that I show no interest in my studies as I've been absenting myself frequently from school, they even threatened to suspend me from school until my N levels. Yes I admit that I used to absent myself very frequently for no valid reason during the last term, but that was last term. This term, I've been trying my very best to attend school daily. I'm only absent for around three to four times if I didn't remembered wrongly, which is a great improvement compared to last term. Why must they always look at the negative side of ours instead of the positive side? So what if I got distinction for my exams? I'll still be a useless student in their eyes, they will never appreciate the effort that I've been putting in. What if I really got suspended? Sigh.. Anyway school ended at 1245 today, headed home straight as I'll be meeting Rouping and Rachel for dinner later on. Actually the main purpose is to see Jolin Tsai lah, LOL. Parents-Teachers-Conference tomorrow, pray hard that nothing goes wrong..

June holidays are here, I hereby wish all students Happy Holidays! Pathetic me still have to attend remedial lessons everyday for the first two weeks D: So do enjoy and cherish your holidays to the fullest if you can alright? Anyway I'll be going to Vaunt 4 on the 7th, who's going?

Its like a dream come true..

Bugis and town with Violet sister last saturday. The both of us looked like twins as we wore the same. Grey top, black shorts and black shoes :D Met her at Jurong East and train-ed to Bugis, had our lunch at some Kopitiam filled with aunties and uncles as we wanna save the money for good food for shopping instead. Walked several rounds aroung Bugis Street and got bored of the place not long after, so we decided to hit town next. Got my highwaist skirt at Far East and watched some live singing competition at Heeren, some of the contestants' which made a fool out of themselves made us burst into laughter. Walked around Cineleisure and walked back to Far East to meet Rayne, had our dinner at the wanton noodles stall there as well. Walked back to Cineleisure again and slacked there for a short while. Cam-whored, talk cock sing song, and decided to go off after that. Train-ed back and home sweet home then, my foot were already pathetically killed by my new pair of flats by then.

Went to Jurong Point with Pamela after dismissal at 1230 last friday, Tender Crisp tasted great! Rouping came to look for us after she got changed and we continued our hot topic as usual, haha. Walked around and decided to go off at around 1700, and there was this very sick guy who keeps staring at us throughout our bus ride back -.- Home sweet home then. As for today, went to Lot 1 with Rouping after dismissal at 1230. Rouping and I ONLY you know, tsk. Walked around and went to McDonald's to talk cock sing song to kill time, met some blogshop dealers and home sweet home then. And I got A1 for my English instead of an A2! *jumps for joy*

Last friday.

P/S: Don't judge a book by it's cover, don't ever think that you know me well just by reading my blog.

If only I can hold you tightly in my arms..

Hi readers, apologies for neglecting my blog these few days as I was sick and didn't have much time to update. School as usual everyday except for tuesday, was so sick that I'd to take some rest at home. Gotten back some of my results, some are more than satisfaction while some are disappointing. The satisfying ones are my languages, English and Chinese. My English marks were above my expectation, I expected for a B3 but I actually got an A2. And I finally achieved my goal of getting an A1 and first in class for Chinese, how great can these be? I hope that this will continue :D As for the disappointing ones, it goes for my POA, Physics and Chemistry. I flunked very badly for my POA and Physics, I really need to buck up no matter how hard it is. My Chemistry improved quite a lot even though I still failed, can you believe that I actually improved to 41 marks compared to single digit marks? Nevertheless, I'll still continue bucking up to achieve better results. I've not gotten back my Geography, Math and Social Studies yet. But I'm sure the results will be one after another disappointing for sure. I've been having so much fun crazing and fooling around with my girls nowadays. We sing and dance like nobody's business, we cracked jokes to make each other laugh like mad girls. Even teachers couldn't withstand us and laugh with us at times, haha. Time flies, we'll all be taking our graduation photos tomorrow. Shall post some cam-whored pictures that Pamela, Rouping and I had taken today.

People always say that we don't have to be with the person that we love, seeing him or her being happy is more than enough. Is that true? But why do I yearn for him so much? Am I being very greedy to want him to be by my side and stand by me? Am I? I can appear to be cheerful infront of everyone, but who knows how upset am I feeling deep inside? Who knows how I numb myself through tears whenever I'm alone? Let fate decides everything, its always easier said than done..

Was woken up by Emelda's call yesterday, got prepared and went to Vivo City alone to meet her. Violet sister came not long after and that was when that stupid Emelda 'pangseh' just because of her ex boyfriend -.- Violet and I then went to have our lunch at Kopitiam and went to walk around for a short while after that. Decided to hit town next as the both of us got so bored over there, walked around town and spent most of our time at Far East as usual. Sis brought me to have some new icy dessert and I swear it tasted like heaven, and the both of us just couldn't shift our eyes away from the super nice biker jacket which cost as 'cheap' as $50 T.T I want money to drop from the sky please. Accompanied sis to meet her friend at Singapore Flyer after that and we had such a hard time getting there, chit-chatted with her friend for awhile and decided to go off soon after. Train-ed back and home sweet home then.

Oral exam on thursday suck like bloody hell especially during english oral, read on and you will know why. Chinese oral went on smoothly for me, didn't get caught of anything and didn't receive much negative comments from the teacher. English oral was a disaster, my hair was already caught by some bitch timekeeper while I was queueing. Refused to do anything to it in the first place though, so what did she do? Complained to one teacher after another like some pathetic fellow, HAHA. Was told to go to the back of the queue then, and I still refused to do anything to my hair until Mdm Lim came to talk to me in a polite way. At least the way she talked was so much better compared to that bitch -.- Went to the washroom to get my hair tidied, and I think most of my friends' eyes have problem as they said that I look nice with my fringe pinned up when I looked like an idiot. Mdm Lim then took me for oral instead, she was really nice to me (: Went to Lot 1 to have McDonald's with Pamela, Rouping and Rachel after dismissal at around 1300 as we wanted to collect the pink cup. Chit-chatted in the library (in a soft tone of course) after that and all of us were so shocked to hear shockening stuffs from one another. Hyprocrites, two-headed snakes and liars please fuck off far from us okay? ^^ Bus-ed home alone and home sweet home then.

My eyes tend to itch and get swollen very easily nowadays, I guess I really need to spend lesser time with my precious laptop already :\ And I really pity cowards who act like dogs, tsk tsk.

I need a miracle..

Hey readers, take a look at http://slav-eforlove.blogspot.com now. Compare her header picture, Nuffnang poll, links and credits to mine. Wow, what a coincidence to have so many stuffs similar to mine huh? HAHA. (Matter rest since she have changed stuffs that are similar to mine.)

Sunday, 10th May 2009.
Had Mother's Day dinner at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe after a long consideration. It was a wide spread even though the food there weren't as nice as I thought :\ Wanted to catch a movie or go for some singing session after that but mom had something on, home sweet home instead then.

Monday, 11th May 2009.
It was supposed to be a fun shopping day out for sissy and I but some annoying bitches ruined our day, read on and you will know why. Went to Lot 1 at around 12 in the afternoon to meet a buyer, had our lunch at Mos Burger after that. Was totally pissed off by some 好心没好报 people, and that was the first thing that ruined my day. I was just being kind to lend a helping hand but I got 'dao' in the end, what the heck? Train-ed to Bugis after that to meet another dealer and to get the stuffs I want there, and that was when the second thing that ruined my day happened. The bag that I'd received from the dealer wasn't the exact bag that I'd saw it online, it was a smaller one instead. I requested for a refund but she said that she doesn't do refund and asked me to contact her supplier instead. Worst still, the supplier was so unreasonable and arrogant! I was so pissed off that I seeked for mom's help in the end, shall talk about the later part later on. So I finally got my flats and the exact bag that I wanted at Bugis Street, went to the new shopping mall beside it to take a look too. We then headed all the way to Pasir Ris to meet the supplier for the refund, take note that its Pasir Ris -.- She even wanted me to meet her at the bus stop near her house instead of the train station, like hello? Who does she think she is? But we still managed to meet her at the train station afterall. Her attitude was so sucky and she even warned me to watch out when its her fault at first, look who's talking? Didn't have the mood to go anywhere else after that, had our dinner at Lot 1 and home sweet home then.

Tuesday, 12th May 2009.
Didn't have to report to school early again as POA paper 2 was at second session, but Pamela and I met up an hour earlier to have McDonald's breakfast and to study together. Thanks smarty for the lollipop! POA paper is gone case as usual, and I actually spent my first half an hour sleeping -.- Rouping and I accompanied Rachel to have her lunch at Lot 1 after dismissal at 1315, talk cock sing song as usual and home sweet home then.

Today, 13th May 2009.
Had POA paper 1 today, gone case as usual. Went to the Ntuc Foodfare near Lot 1 to have breakfast with Pamela, Rouping and Rachel after dismissal at as early as 0900. Talk cock sing song as usual for hours and went to walk around Lot 1 after that, home sweet home then.

Oral exam tomorrow, and I'm feeling so nervous and afraid of the picture discussion part D: I've been feeling so unusual nowadays, my heart seemed to be pressurized by something but I just can't figure what it is. I hope I'll be alright soon, I really hate to be unhappy.. And I'm craving for ice milo and cola lollipop now out of a sudden, how random.

I need a hug..

Its 10th May today, I hereby wish all mama(s) on earth a Happy Mother's Day! What did you readers gave your mom? How are you readers gonna spend your day with your mom? As for me, my sisters and I have planned to bring my mom out for dinner later on. And these are what I'd given to my mom..

A handmade card, a flower with 'Love U Mom' on it, and a foundation that mom have always wanted. Glad that mom loves it :D I would also like to thank everyone of you who had asked me to cheer up. No worries, I'm fine. I'll try to cheer up alright?

Went to Lot 1 alone last night to buy presents for mom. Lucky me met Violet and Valerie there, thanks to the twins to keep me accompanied. Chanced upon Eugene after the twins had left, chit-chatted with him and two of his friends as the time was still early. Bus-ed home alone at around 0030, home sweet home soon after. Had Math paper 2 on friday, and I'm sure I gonna flunk it because the paper was oh-so-physics instead of oh-so-math -.- Went to Lot 1 with Pamela, Rouping and Rachel after dismissal at 1000. Had LJS for breakfast and talk cock sing song as usual, home sweet home then.

I'd revamped and shifted my blogshop, do support http://helloiloveshopping.blogspot.com!

Let fate decides everything..

Dear readers, I would like to thank all of you for your encouragement and support, I really do appreciate it a lot. But sad to say, I've to disappoint all of you that its impossible between pink dolphin and I already. He had already made it clear that I won't stand a chance no matter how long I wait for him. I guess I've always been a nuisance to him, I guess I don't deserve his love. I lost him totally. I'm not fine, I'm really not. No one can feel the agony in me. My 270506, no more.. )':

Monday, 4th May 2009.
Had English paper 1 and 2, it was kinda easy overall but I got my report format wrongly. And I couldn't believe that I actually wrote a total of 469 words for my composition O: Went to Lot 1 McDonald's to talk cock sing song with Pamela, Rouping and Rachel after dismissal at 1210. Sissy, Eugene and Enqi then came to look for me after girlfriends went off. Walked around, played with Courts's laptops and spent 987654321 hours buying stationeries at Popular. Sissy and I then slacked at McDonald's for a short while while Eugene went off, home sweet home then.

Tuesday, 5th May 2009.
Had Geography and Physics paper, both are definitely gone case for sure. Slacked at some void deck with Pamela and Izen after dismissal at 1145 while waiting for Rouping and Rachel, and we were so dumb that we actually took the wrong bus -.- Pamela and I then headed to Lot 1 to meet the both of them after that while Izen went off, had McDonald's for lunch and talk cock sing song as usual. Home sweet home then.

Wednesday, 6th May 2009.
Had Math paper 1 and Social Studies paper, Math was alright but I didn't managed to finish my Social Studies paper :\ 13 marks just flew away like this. Skipped POA remedial as I was very restless, and almost half of the class skipped it as well. LOL. Went to slack at some void deck with some of my classmates instead after dismissal at 1230. Pamela and I then went to Lot 1 to meet Rouping for lunch, had KFC and talk cock sing song as usual. Walked around for awhile and home sweet home then.

Today, 7th May 2009.
Didn't have to report to school early as I only had my Chemistry paper during the second session, but Pamela and I decided to meet up an hour before the paper starts as we wanted to have breakfast and study together. Chemistry paper was gone case as well, and I've no idea why did I feel much more sleepy though I managed to sleep two hours more. Pamela and I accompanied Rouping to have her lunch in school and to have her haircut at Teck Whye market after dismissal at 1215, went to Lot 1 after that as we had nowhere to go. Pamela and I started on our two weeks campaign today :D Talk cock sing song at McDonald's and we couldn't believe that we actually chit chatted for three hours! Home sweet home then.

I've been busying with my MYE recently hence I don't really have the time to update, do pardon me for that alright? Off to study for my Math paper 2 tomorrow now, bai bai.

Are you happier now without me?..

Okay, I hereby declare that my phone is officially dead -.- I wanted to send it to repair but my 1 year warranty is already over, and I do not wish to spend money on a dumb phone that will cause problems repeatedly. I'm someone who's better off dead without a phone. Luckily at that point of time, my savior, Rouping baobei came to the rescue! I really want to thank her for lending me her phone for the time being. This is what I call friends, trying their best to help you when you're in trouble. Thank you so much baobei, I'll give you Show Luo for your birthday present :P

So I wasted another saturday rotting at home with my laptop, sissy and I then decided to chill at McDonald's at night to kill boredom. Brought my laptop along but unfortunately, the McDonald's upstairs which has wireless connection was closed. It started raining like cats and dogs as well so we went to McCafe instead, played with the webcam and played some offline games since there wasn't internet connection. Something great happened which made me very very overjoyed, shall not mention what it is though >< Dad came to fetch us at around 3 in the morning and home sweet home then. Shall post up the webcam pictures that the both of us had taken, but before that, I warn you not to scroll down if you dislike me. And I admit that I did act cute in most of the pictures lah, but thats what makes webcam-ing fun isn't it? :D

Oops the last picture :X Hehe. Tomorrow will be the start of MYE already, the thought of having all the papers in the hall made me nervous even though I'd already did it last year. I need to try my best even though its not counted in N levels. Wish me luck readers, and good luck to all who are having your MYE as well!

Ps: Readers to take good care of yourselves throughout this swine flu period alright? *blows kisses*

Ever has it been that love knows its depth until the hour of separation..

Grrr, I'm so pissed off with my dumb phone right now! The dial, exit and delete button can't be pressed out of a sudden. But it only happens after I typed a text, does anyone knows how to solve this problem? >:( I want a new phone, I want a new walkman phone with at least 3.0 mega pixels camera. Well, unless I'm rich enough to fulfil this dream myself or it will be impossible. Anyway school ended at 1500 yesterday, bus-ed home alone straight after dismissal as I'd to carry piles of books home due to MYE. I successed to be independent and pink dolphin said that I'm a strong girl :D Home sweet home then.

I wonder why are there so many busybodies revolving around me, why do they love to interfere other's people matter so much when its totally none of their business? Fyi I'm already used to seeing people like you, who wants to ruin my reputation. Small little kid, why not go and study for your exams instead of being such a busybody? Stop being stupid to hide behind the computer, saying nonsensical stuffs without evidence. Yes I love my ex I love my ex I love my ex, what can you do? Leave down your name if you aren't a coward, and I'll make sure you bear the consequences. And shut up, if you don't even have the guts to do so.

Oh well, its a holiday today and yet I'm rotting at home with my laptop :\ Never mind, at least dad promised to bring sissy and I out for supper tonight! Shall end this post with something cool, which is..

Lady Gaga's bow hair! Isn't it cool and suits such a gorgeous lady like her? I actually know the steps for it but too bad my hair is too less and thin for it. For girls who wanna try it out, you can actually search for it in Youtube. And now I'm going to click on the 'publish post' button to publish my post :D

If only I can read your mind..