Had my English N level oral last thursday, it was real bad. It took me two bloody hours waiting for my turn as I was the last candidate for the day, and I was already dead beat by the time it was my turn. The examiners weren't professional at all, they looked tired and pretty uninterested in what you're telling them about. Besides that, they didn't even try to help when you're loss of words, it really sucks. The picture I got was about people doing woodwork, and the conversation was about a challenge that you've faced and something an elder person did that impresses you. I was only questioned twice for the conversation while the rest of my classmates got questioned thrice, is it a good or bad thing? Overall I don't think I'll do well for it, I've no confident at all. I got a distinction for my MYE as I did pretty well for my oral, how about now? Sigh..

Town and Bugis with Violet sis last saturday. Decided not to put my extensions after a long consideration, but I sort of regretted in the end as I looked weird. Anyway, only managed to meet sis at around 1700 due to her church. Met her up at Dhoby Ghaut and we made our way to town. Had McDonald's for dinner and was chit-chatting about many stuffs. Heeren, Far East, then we decided to hit Bugis as we got bored of town. Bugis Street, Iluma, and went to the arcade for a round of DDR out of boredom. Can you imagine playing DDR in skirt? LOL. Went to McDonald's again after that to have some drinks and desserts while we talk cock sing song. Oh yes, there was this guy who approached us and asked if we are interested in being models for their hair salon. All we have to do was to let the hairdressers cut our hair, but they would ask us for our opinions and etc. The both of us were so startled and were giving him the 'er...' look, so he passed us a card with the words 'TONY&GUY (hearts) U' printed on it and asked us to contact them if we are interested. So, we stayed at McDonald's for two hours and ran like mad girls for the last train. Home sweet home then. Bi came to look for me at around 0300 because he didn't felt like staying at home, I know you guys must be thinking that he's crazy. Haha. Watched tv till 6 in the morning and we decided to go to bed, separately of course. To be continued the next paragraph..

Continued from the last paragraph. Bi woke up at as early as 1000 while I woke up at 1300, he said he tried waking me up but the weird thing is I didn't feel anything at all. LOL. Had our lunch and we started fooling around with sissy and fatty in my room. We spent the day webcam-ing like mad, playing card games and laughing our ass off. Went to mom's workplace to have dinner and talk cock sing song at some playground nearby after that. Time flies and soon Bi had to go off, happy times really pass faster :\ Shall now post up the webcam pictures and some other pictures that we have taken, which is like a lot? But before that, I've to say that some are really unglam. But who cares? Nothing matters as long as we had fun yes? And fyi I did wore shorts okay, just that the top was a lil too oversize ._.

See, I told you it's a lot right? My love for Bi really grows deeper and deeper each day, really hope that time could stop whenever I'm with him. But I can't deny that I'm still as sensitive and get easily jealous like how I used to, I'm sorry Bi :( Hope this wouldn't affect our relationship, I've to change for the better.. I need to get a new M)phosis flip flop, I want to get the wallet that caught my eye, should I get the bow hairband? Gosh, I want free flow cash man.

Forgive and forget, he's still my father regardless of what he has done.

Rachel and I ♥

P/S: Censored her face as requested, LOL.

I'm still awake at this hour as I won't be attending school tomorrow due to my old sickness acting up, which is my intestines would get entangled and it would also affect my gastric. Once it acts up, both my stomach and my gastric would cause a pain that is unbearable. Worse comes to worse, I would also feel nauseous and would then vomit. I still remembered when I was in primary school, this sickness of mine acted up out of a sudden in school. The pain was so unbearable that I couldn't even walk, and the teacher had to carry me all the way to the office. My mom then carried me all the way back home from school, and I vomited out everything that I'd consumed. The experience was so terrible that I could even remember up till now. If I'm not wrong, I was also told to do an operation but I rejected it out of fear. The doctor then said that I've to take very good care of myself, and that I do not have to operate anymore if my condition gets better. I'm afraid that this sickness of mine will act up if I go to school tomorrow and history will repeat, hence I decided to stay at home and rest instead.

Resting at home is definitely a good thing for me, but there are risks to be taken. All thanks to this biased and not understanding father of mine. Why biased? Because I can never rest at home despite being sick or feeling unwell while my sisters can just rest at home even if they are just feeling a little unwell. Why not understanding? Because he would never believe that I'm feeling unwell even if I tell him about it. I would never forget how he had abused me in the past, causing all these fears and hurts deep inside me. Whenever he sees me staying at home and not attending school, he would slam my room door and kick or slap me till I'm awake from my sleep. Even before knowing the reason of me not attending school, he would bang my head to the wall several times and scream at me like nobody's business. There's once when he almost smash a table on me, how fantastic is that huh? I admit that I'm at fault for not attending school at times, but does all these solve the problem? Tch. Good luck to me, who knows I may be beaten to death tomorrow? He must be thinking that I'm finding excuses to sleep at home, when I'm actually suffering with this unbearable pain.

Alright, enough of ranting. Feel so much better after typing everything out. I know I haven't been updating my blog, because I've nothing to update about! Everyday is almost the same routine, school school school. Weekends are also wasted as there are no places to go at all, how boring. Spent my saturday night having dinner and buying some stuffs at Lot 1 with sissy, and my sunday at Bi's place to keep him accompanied. Almost got suspended from school today just because I didn't attend my time practice, how lame can that be? This school just can't give us peace to study normally like how the others are. And my N level oral is just 2 more days, damn it.

I realized I haven't been posting about my boyfriend yes? Haha. It really took me a lot of courage to let go of the past and move on with this silly boy of mine, but I'm glad that I didn't made the wrong decision. This sweet little boy of mine, who would wait for me after school, who would send me home whenever he has the time to do so, who would calls me up every night to talk to me and say I love you to me before he goes to bed, who gets worried when I don't reply his text, who would writes my name on his hand, and many many more. 300609, I can't live without him..

Oh yes, before I forget. If a guy with an email of samwee1@live.com adds you in msn, do not accept or you would regret. Trust me. I think that this post of mine is so random. I feel like eating hotcakes, okay I'm really random.

Hi robots, I'm still alive! Have you readers forgotten about me? I hoped not :\ Pardon me for the late update as I've been so busy with school ever since school reopens. Can you imagine having 10 hours of school daily? And my N's oral is just 10 more days ahead, I must be insane if I say I'm not stress.

Celebrated Rouping baobei's sweet sixteen last friday with Pamela and Rachel. It was just a simple dine out at Pizza Hut, but who knows how much effort have we put in behind the scene? :D Overall hope baobei enjoyed everything though I failed my promise to give her Show Luo, haha. Shall let the pictures do the talking.

Double dating last saturday. Bi and I, Violet sis and her boyfriend Wesley. It was supposed to be an outing for sis and I only, but we decided to call our boyfriends along for a double date. Met up with sis at town first as we wanted to catch Threads Of Destiny together, but luck wasn't on our side as all the tickets were sold off. Had our lunch at the wanton noodles stall located at Far East, Bi came then followed by Wesley. Far East, Wisma, Bugis then Dhoby Ghaut. Decided to leave at around 2300, bid farewell to sis and Wesley then Bi came to my place. Watched tv, used laptop, watched drama and talk cock sing song throughout the night. Bi went off at around 0930 and I went to bed soon after. Enjoyed my day with the three of them, double dating is so much fun!

Was supposed to go Kbox with Rouping baobei, Rachel and Pamela today, but the plan was cancelled due to Rouping's work. So I went to Bi's place to keep him companied instead. Anyway, received my photoshoot photos quite some time ago. There are a total of 100 plus of them but only 60 of them looks alright to me, shall post them up now.

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P/S: I've a 迟钝 boyfriend but I still love him berry berry much :P