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Saturday, August 20, 2011

My views on young marriage and being a young parent

Hi everyone, as you can see from today's post title, yes I'll be blogging about this random topic that I've always wanted to blog on. Certain people may think that it's a very outrageous matter to get married at a young age (age 18 to 21) or be a young parent. But to me, I actually find it very cool to be a young and pretty wife/mommy. It is very important for a lady to maintain her looks, figure and everything especially after getting married and giving birth, unless you don't mind being antipathized by your husband -.- So yea, young mommies and wives would definitely still make an effort to look good, doll themselves up and keep themselves young. While compared to those that get married or give birth at an older age? Most of them would have already gotten too lazy to bother about all these 'redundant' stuffs. Being a young parent might also avoid communication problems with your child due to the short age gap. My 9-year-old sister once told me she wished to have a young and pretty mommy who's around my age.. Well you see, words of a 20th century kid prove it all.

However, there're definitely pros and cons in these two issues. Marriage and having kids would either strengthen a couple's relationship, or ruin it. It all depends on how strong your love is and how you maintain the relationship, as there'd definitely be new obstacles for you and your love to conquer hand in hand. Guys would grow and change in 3 stages of their life. Firstly when he starts to serve the nation, secondly when he becomes a rightful husband, and lastly when he becomes a responsible father. I've always wondered how much would my dearest boy grow and change if I ever have the chance to go through these 3 crucial stages of his life with him.. I know it's silly and naive to make plans for the future now, but yea, if we could really make it through all I'd really wish for my last name to be changed by him as young as possible :')

Went to some baby maker morphing website to try out on how would our future baby look like...

This is when he/she is a baby. I couldn't determine the gender so I presumed to be a she, since I prefer having a daughter to a son :P

And this is when he/she grows up. Boyf said that the daughter looks like me, but I think the son cuter leh :(

Hahaha anyways it was just for fun! Just a lil update on my life.. Boyf and I have been fine already, in fact way better than before. Thanks a million to those who have showed concern, I truly hope this lasts :) As for me myself, I've been all busy and tired with work. Nope not at the one I've mentioned previously, am working in a printing company named JAPrintz/Elepha Print Studio now. Have been communicating with Malaysian colleagues almost every single day, I hope I won't end up speaking their tone anytime soon -_-

Shall end this post with my big fat face and my new xmm haircut...

Almost everyone said that I look better with this haircut, but I think I look like a kid lor z.z What do you think?

Friday, August 12, 2011

Woebegone

"We are turning into dust, playing house in the ruins of us. Running back through the fire when there's nothing left to say, it's like chasing the very last train when it's too late. It's tearing me up, I tried to hold on but it hurts so much, I tried to forgive but it's not enough, to make it all okay.."

What can I do? Watching everything going downhill yet there's nothing I could do to make it right. It takes two hands to clap, just me myself isn't strong enough to fight it through. I tried to talk things out but things always turned out ugly at the end instead. I thought that you've understood me inside out throughout these 5 months but now I guess I was wrong, you've never known me at all. It hurts so much when you said that pretty often I care for myself, ONLY. People that have been with me through this all should know how much I prioritize you in my life, many times even before myself. But in your eyes, I can't believe that you're seeing and feeling otherwise.. It's okay, it's alright, someday you will realize everything. When will that 'someday' comes? I don't know. I've done my part, now all that's left to do is just to hope. Hope that things would change for the better soon, hope that happiness would come knocking at our door soon like how it used to.. Sometimes my mind gets so sick and tired that it pleads my heart to stop trying and give it all up, but it seems like it's never possible for my heart to let itself down and give up on someone it truly loves..

Baby boy I just want you to know that even though things might have changed, my love for you will never change. If our love is strong nothing will go wrong, are we strong enough to conquer all? Happy 5th monthsary in advance my dear, I hope we'll make it through. I love you, always do, always will..


I may be overwhelmed with sadness everyday, I may be soaking my pillow with tears everyday, but as much as everything hurts and kills me inside I will never fall. For you, for us, for myself, I will stay strong and keep going on. Time passes people change shits happen but life still has to go on..

Thursday, August 04, 2011

Day 4 - What you wear to bed

Nothing special, usually tees with shorts or spags with shorts. I've always desired to wear chemises like...


But I doubt I'd ever feel comfortable wearing it unless I'm living under the same roof with just my boyfriend/husband and nobody else. Speaking of it, I wonder when would the day come? Hmmm.

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Went for a job interview on Tuesday for an admin assistant position. Initialed plan was to have boyf going along with me, but I decided to let him rest at home upon seeing him sleeping so soundly. Had only 3 hours of sleep and was suffering from a terrible headache all thanks to the fucking renovation upstairs, early in the morning drill drill drill knock knock knock. So fucked up that I got prepared and rushed out of the house as fast as I could. Had sucha hard time getting to my workplace, which is Bt Batok Enterprise Center. Thanks ah Google Map, you never fail to provide me the longer and more tiresome route everytime -_- Oh ya, not forgetting to mention about the insane crippled old man that I've met when I was on the bus and waiting for bus! There was this crippled old man staring at me non-stop while I was waiting for the bus, I didn't realize it at first as I was busy using my phone and listening to music. After awhile I sensed something odd, so I looked up and saw him staring at me and blabbering nonsense to me! Omfg. My earphones were still in though, hence I didn't hear what exactly he was saying. I assumed he's insane. He boarded the same bus as me, and took the backseats initially. But when he saw the empty seat beside me, HE FUCKING CAME TO SIT BESIDE ME AND CONTINUED STARING AND BLABBERING NONSENSE TO ME. I felt so helpless and terrified, yet there was nothing I could do except for ignoring him and continuing to use my phone and listen to my music T.T Thank god a Malay uncle came to my rescue after witnessing the situation, he gave the insane man some money and told him to move away. Phew, what a kind soul. Okay so I went for the interview and got selected! And my boss looks like the singer Nicky Lee aka 李玖哲, LOL. I don't really like the working environment as it is more like a warehouse environment, but well I guess I should just suck it up and make do with it since economies are hard and it's difficult to get a job now.

Called boyf after I'm done with everything and decided to meet him up for KOI, dinner and movie. Headed down to AMK Hub, and we had our ice-cream milk tea and pepper lunch as usual. Caught the movie 'Twisted', baby treated me to the movies while I treated him dinner ♥


I find the movie just average la, rating it 3/5. Actress Linda is gorgeous. Some parts were quite funny, but my baby boy's silly actions made me laughed even harder hahaha. Love this silly boy of mine so much <3 Headed back to Woodlands after movie and bought pasar malam food home to eat. Will be starting work next Monday :) I wanna get my Canon 600D!!!


One week back a reader requested me to post a screenshot of my homescreen and messages section of my phone up, so here it is~


You can click on the pictures for a clearer view! Hope I did helped ;) xx