Bugis and Town with sissy, Enqi and Eugene yesterday. It was actually an outing for sissy, Enqi and I only, but Eugene came to look for us and joined us in the end. Enqi came to my house first while waiting for sissy and I to get prepared, we then left house at around 4pm and bus-ed to Lot 1. Accompanied sissy to get her stuffs and Enqi to get her helix piercing, went to the arcade for a few rounds of DDR and headed to Bugis after that. Walked around Bugis Street and Eugene came to look for us halfway through our walk, went to meet him and continued our walk with him joining us. Had dinner at the Hong Kong cafe there and left to Bugis Junction after dinner, walked around for a short while and decided to head to town after that. We only managed to go to Far East as the time was kinda late once we had reached town, walked around and there was this super cute and pretty sales assistant working in one of the shops! Sat outside KFC and talk cock sing song after the mall was closed and train-ed back at around 11pm. Accompanied Eugene to alight at Choa Chu Kang instead of Yew Tee and bus-ed home aftermath, see how good we are to him :D Slacked downstairs for a short while, Enqi wanted to spend her night over at my place but something happened and she had to leave. Settled some stupid problems and went to bed at around 4 in the morning.

I miss you..

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Whats yours will eventually be yours, whats not yours will never be yours..

Hi all, sorry for the late update. I was so busy for the past few days that I could hardly come online. Met up with Emelda with Amanda sissy last thursday as promised. Met Emelda at Choa Chu Kang and train-ed to City Hall as we wanted to go to Marina Square, chanced upon Kenneth on the train and crapped with him before he alighted. Had our lunch at Kopitiam soon after we had reached and went to walk around after lunch to kill time and boredom, I finally got my dark blue Mango basic tee :D Accompanied Emelda to Peninsular Plaza after that as she wanted to touch up on her tattoo there, spotted quite a number of *cross lips* there too. Haha. Walked back to Marina Square again after Emelda was done and settled down at McDonald's to have a drink while we talk cock sing song. Violet came to look for me at around evening time as she happened to be at City Hall too, chit-chatted with her for awhile and all of us then cabbed back to Choa Chu Kang together. Emelda and Violet went home while sissy and I went to Lot 1 as the time was still early, sissy went home not long after while I went to meet my arcade cliques. Slacked with them and took the last bus home alone, home sweet home then.

Celebrated Kang's birthday in advance with arcade cliques last saturday. Kbox at Cineleisure first, gathered at Lot 1 and train-ed to Somerset then. Was kinda surprised that I was actually the first to reached. Had the 3 to 8 singing session and headed to Bugis to have steamboat for dinner, I didn't ate much though. Tonning night at Jingquan's house wasn't really pleasant, tons of misunderstandings had happened and it was so 'wow' to know that I got dragged into it when I'm not supposed to. Haha. Had breakfast at some hawker centre near Jingquan's house after that and went to Lot 1 arcade for awhile, went home at around noon and I was so tired that I went to bed straight after I reached home. Once again, I would like to apologize to Kang for spoiling his mood for the day |:

I've got so much to say, but I've no idea how can I put them in words. I seriously have no idea on why have I became the main cause of everything when I was just lending a listening ear to 'someone'. All I did was plain listening and keeping silent throughout, and yet I became the main cause and got condemned by everyone out of no reason? Wow. As for that 'someone', you could had approached me personally if you have any misunderstandings with me. Why go around telling people about it and making yourself sound like a 'victim' and making me sound like a 'murderer'? Look what had happened now, people are one by one condemning me and adding oil to fire. You must be filled with joy that people are treating me like a 'murderer' now while you are treated like a 'victim' huh? So now I got accused, condemned, and disliked by more and more people when I shouldn't even get involve in anything at all in the first place. Just because I was being nice and lent a listening ear to you, I got involved for nothing and now became the center of attention. How amazing huh? Well, if you, the person is reading now, is also concern in this issue, I can only say that its up to yourself to think what kind of person am I. I can't change what you're thinking. Our friendship is indeed very fragile, so so fragile. What more can I say? True friends doesn't exist in this world, never trust someone easily, and I'm gone for good. Yes I'm weak, so weak that I can't face everything, alone.. (Be careful on everything you do and learn from your mistake.)

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO KANG!

Hi people, Enqi and I are alright already. At least she had realized her mistakes and was willing to apologize to me sincerely, she had returned me my money too (: I can also see the changes in her now, just hope that the changes in her doesn't last just for the moment yea? Haha.

Family outing today! I'm still glad though it wasn't a fun and interesting one because its really a rare chance for my family to go out together. Enqi joined us last minute as it had been long since we had last met, left house at around 3 in the afternoon. Went to HDB Hub at first as dad wanted to complete some paperwork there, headed to Vivo City soon after to get sissy's sim card problem solved. Walked around till around 7pm and had seafood for dinner at Bukit Batok, what a delicious and wide spread. Home sweet home after dinner, short day huh? Took plenty of pictures, shall let them do the talking then.

Apologies for no captions as I'm lazy to type them out O: Kinda disappointed as dad had broke his promise of getting my laptop for me today. I've been pleading him for already a month plus and yet he still refused to get one for me. How I wish that I've the ability to earn my own income and get anything I want myself, so that I don't have to rely on anyone else. I'm only 16 and yet I have to pay almost everything myself, meals, stuffs that I need and etc. I could at least earn money through my blogshop when I had my own computer, but I've to leave it dead now and can only reopen it when I get my own laptop. I really wonder how long will that be. I need money to buy so much things that I need and want now. Why oh why? ):